
Also, I have decided to calm down about the wedding. Sometimes I will be talking to Spencer about the wedding and I will start saying things like, "what if nobody shows up?" or "what if it rains?" or other things. He has been so sweet and patient with me through this time, and always grounds me by telling me that it only matters if the two of us show up, and if it rains, we'll go inside. (Not exactly what I want to hear, but still, it's coming from a good place, haha). When my little fear moments pass, I realize that no matter what, I know that I am going to have my friends and family around me, and most importantly, I'm going to be marrying the love of my life! It's going to be a wonderful day no matter what happens :)
After the wedding we are heading to NYC for a week, and I am totally psyched about that! Broadway, the Statue of Liberty, Brooklyn Bridge... SO MUCH TO SEE!!
Above all of the nerves, I am so excited to start my grown up life with the never ending support of my God, my family, my friends, and last, but DEFINITELY not least, my AMAZING fiance :)
I am a blessed, blessed girl!
Thanks for reading. Once again, sorry it was such a spazzy read. It was my mind on overdrive :)